My dear friends…I am that warning.
If you are wondering what creditability I have on shelling out opinions and how much knowledge and wisdom I have on the subject on relationships…in one word…plenty.
Now this isn't because I spent 6 years of my life eating and breathing psychology until the day I realize I am not a fan of human beings, but it is because I have done everything and to this day, still do everything wrong when it comes to love. Therefore, in the mist of my mistakes, I realize what I was supposed to do…then past that knowledge on to those of come after me.
I like to liken myself to dear old departed Jacob Marley who came back from the dead to warn Scrooge about his bad behavior. I too come back from the relationship wasteland to warn others about the fate that awaits them if continue on the road of relational neurotic behavior. At my graceful age of 28 and total lack of ability to obtain a relationship…it might perhaps be too late for me…maybe, maybe not, but definitely not for you.
My resume of mistakes reads something like a three page resume…highlighted by the pitiful mistakes I have made. Mistakes like knowingly dating someone who had addictions to alcohol, gambling, and sex…because I thought my love will would get us through…yeah that's pure comedy…then there was the one that I allow myself to be friends with, without any sort of commitment while I secretly pinned away for him and was available to him 24/7 because that is what friends are for right? Well eventually said friend finally granted me my wish (how nice of him) and then proceeded to use me financially and emotionally for the longest year of my life.
There are other colorful examples that involved directionless men, "not really married men", and sexually confused men…but I won't go into that.
The point I am trying to make is that being a horrible warning is not fun and it is so much more worth it start being healthy now then to start singing the shoulda, coulda song.
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